Selasa, 28 April 2020

Exhausted

Give up? Read this!
I am tired of pretending to be the stronger than I think. I am tired of being tired. Those sentences probably cross your mind. We are same. You hurt, mentally and emotionally, everyday. You face big problem, you face difficult circumstance. This is violent, disappointed, intolerable, and you are so frustrated and overwhelmed to express how you feel right now.

You lost, you afraid of. But what you can do is just walk with your smile. And people carry on just fine.  It’s not what you feel doesn’t matter, it’s just what you think is not always people care about. You scream, no one can hear. We are same.

Cry! Cry aloud. Just to be the real you. Not forever, but for a moment. Just in your room not in crowded. Because when you go outside you should be the strong as the stone. Enough! Don’t be a loser asshole. Sometimes it’s okay to feel useless, to feel priceless. But have you look at your father’s sacrifices, your mother’s love, sibling and best friend’s support?  Remember that.

I know it sounds cliché, but just don’t give up on whatever you are trying to accomplish and look back on how far you already. Don’t let the unnecessary thing disturbs you, just focus on what you need, what your goal, reach it, and increase it.

It will take a time, but it will be okay. I promise. So don’t ever give up when you are tired, give up when you are done! That’s all I ask for.

Cringe poem

A Windy Night

It is a windy night inside my room
Curtain swings following the wind
In the darkest sky without the single stars 
Nor the bright moon
The girl is all alone
Doesn't know what to do
Refuses to think about you
Just looking out the window
Lying down in the pillow
The girl is all alone
Says a sweet good night
And switches off the light
Your sleep, should be tight.